My April :D

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaykum warrahmatullahi wabarrakatuh..

Welcome April!

 I finally have intention to post something on my blog. School was very interesting lately. I learned how to arrange time well with tons of material that should be finished, presented, demonstrated, and read as well. Alhamdulillah everything is great so far. 

I have made a big step on my life starting on this month. I “hijrah” to wear Insha Allah ‘jilbab syar’i’ or wearing veil in modesty based on Al-Qur’an that is covered my body especially my chest. For instance, I wear longer jilbab than I usually wear. It covers my chest and I wear loose dress which is not wrapping body tightly. 

Q.S. Al-Ahzab: 59

O Prophet, tell your wives and your daughters and the women of the believers to bring down over themselves [part] of their outer garments. That is more suitable that they will be known and not be abused. And ever is Allah Forgiving and Merciful.

Q.S. An-Nur: 31

And tell the believing women to reduce [some] of their vision and guard their private parts and not expose their adornment except that which [necessarily] appears thereof and to wrap [a portion of] their headcovers over their chests and not expose their adornment except to their husbands, their fathers, their husbands' fathers, their sons, their husbands' sons, their brothers, their brothers' sons, their sisters' sons, their women, that which their right hands possess, or those male attendants having no physical desire, or children who are not yet aware of the private aspects of women. And let them not stamp their feet to make known what they conceal of their adornment. And turn to Allah in repentance, all of you, O believers, that you might succeed.

Actually I have already had this plan for a long time, especially when I joined halaqah in Senior High School. In order to find the right way, we have to travel any other trial ways so as my life. There are many obstacles created by Satan (haha) that buried my plan to procrastinate wearing ‘a right hijab’. And now I decide to procrastinate procrastinating to follow my own heart. Everytime I hear good deeds–no matter it is hadist or ayah of certain surah–my heart was beating so fast and got teary easily. Those good deeds played like a movie on my mind whenever I became wrongdoer yet I can pause or stop it right away (masha Allah L). Two weeks ago when I was talking to myself, I realized and felt the distance between The Good Westi with Westi Right Now is very far. From this month, I’m going to repair everything and renew my iman. It is never late to repent as long as we can contemplate what happened in our life and have intention to fix it.

Wish me luck J