In the beginning of this year is so sweet. Too sweet, I think. My ex boyfriend treated me very special. Maybe some months in the beginning of 2011 is the romantic months with him. I was busy with final exam. I got very good score.
In the middle of this year, in May exactly, I broke up with him. That was unexpected. I was shocked. But thank God, it gave me so much lesson. I learned how to crawl, to reach my normal life back. I learned how to be independent. That was the first time I learned to move on and I succeed. I passed as a student in the Tanjungpura University, English Education Study Program. That's my dream department. I met so many new friends. I enjoy being alone without someone special. I got closer to God. That time was my turning-point of life. I can feel how magical God's bless is. I got closer to my family. I realize how precious they are than anything in the world.
In the end of this year, my ex boyfriend came again. Maybe I can say I back to him, but not at all. There's no spesific relationship between us. Honestly, I hate this condition, but I can't ignore my own feeling. Maybe I still love him, but I don't know either.
This year is great yet complicated. Welcome 2012 :)
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