Wednesday, December 21, 2011

It's 18.




Two days ago was my birthday. Everything was flat as though nothing happened. Maybe I should change my mindset about birthday. It is a day where something years ago you were born and people used to celebrating it. Am I right? I think so.
Many family, friends, teacher, and other relations sent birthday wishes  to me that day. I should say thanks to Facebook which reminded everyone of my birthday. I believe people who really remember my birthday are fewer than people who congratulated me. I know I'm not that important so that everyone should remember and say happy birthday to me, but I appreciate it!
That was my eighteen birthday. I am eighteen years old now. That birthday was different. I used to ignoring good things after I tasted it. I forgot to gratitude to Allah. I used to regretting all things that was not in my line. I used to complaining everything to Allah, thought He was not fair. I used to thinking how useless my life was. I'm glad it was over. Now, I can feel how precious my life is. I realize there are many things that I haven't done yet. I caught myself in the black room where everything seemed so dark Then I found a match Allah given to me.
May Allah wiped my mistakes out by His blessing rain. May bad things I've done to many people was forgiven by them and Allah. I promise to myself to be a better person who can taught good lesson to others. I wish I found the match earlier so that I could refuse some thing that can't be refused now. You know, sometimes there are things that you can't reject when it comes. You just don't have power and courage to leave it.
May Allah gives me strength to face the complicated future.
May Allah safe me from the world things that can bring me to that dark room again.
May Allah protect me, my family, and my friends.
May I can realize the world is mortal, things are temporary, and the destination is happiness in the hereafter.
I born alone and I will die alone.
Million words can't show how lucky I am to feel Allah blessing.
My pray is not enough to grateful to Allah.
I will do my best to thank to Allah everytime for everything.

Life is short, so do good things. Because what must be done must be done.

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