Death for her.

The most dangerous weapon for her is her negative thinking. She has trapped into some cases that finally brings her to a conclusion it is no use to believe people, no exceptional. Maybe human's primary job are making mistakes and disappointing each other, and people arround her doing those jobs very well. It is very ridiculous when she has to spend some years ahead in intimidating surroundings while she has great mission for her future that can't be disturb. It feels like every plan she makes is useless, they breath just to fly it off unreachable. She once trusted and did her best as long as they could share laughs and tears together. But then one by one showed the true faces. Her trust itself they used as the petrol to theirs faking trains. No need to sacrifice more petrol, dear. You are comprehend on your own path. She once left and didn't put even one inch of care. But then everyone started blaming her for to be a saint. She really doesn't know how to face everything ahead. She can't share because she has no one. She wrote again and again until she died. Death of every preaching on the books.